Dear Dad,
I never got the chance to tell how much you meant to me, I know I never showed it by my actions. I wasn’t at home when you passed, I only met you after and not for a credible reason. I held your cold stiff hands in mine and prayed that my life be exchanged for yours, that’s how insignificant I felt without you in my life.You were my role model on more ways and I didn’t know how I would turn out without looking at you and getting inspiration.
You passed away at the most crucial time that I needed you by my side and I really wanted to make you proud of me atleast once.i didn’t get the chance you were gone. I blamed myself for sometime then I blamed you for a greater part. I never cried when you were laid to rest because I felt you didn’t deserve my tears for leaving me, I was selfish.
As time passed I realized you were my one time motivation to do what I loved the most and I couldn’t do it anymore, I regretted a lot of things and I still do, but I don’t blame you anymore, you were and would always be the man that opened my eyes to a lot of values and I’ll always love you
This is me saying a final goodbye, I realized I never did…
Euphoric