Illusions and hypnotics

Trapped in a vortex of shattered sanity,

Illusions mesmerize, hypnotic forces deceive.

With every thought drowned by the circus of my dreams.

Desperate screams echo, but silenced by the void.

So where do I run to?

In a world where gravity is absent and structure is abstract,

Where every door is an asylum of another,

Lost, as I search for escape,

I can’t find myself back from this Matrix.

So tell me where does your loyalty lies?

A dilemma between Reality’s harsh light and the Matrix’s seductive night,

For my heart longs to find solace.

The latter prefers you lay next to me and let my heart knock on yours,

seeking a home,

a sanctuary from life’s misery, a love to release and not just another prison.

Pam Rwang… (Jaram)

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